Slowly is okay as long as we istiqomah ;)

Bismillah and A very pleasant evening all.

Not to brag about how I became myself. Just a humble sharing. I myself am not at the best appearance in the eye of Allah and men. Some women they hesitate to change their looks, like how they cover themselves as oredered in the Quran. Some muslimaat are aware that what they wear do not fullfill the syari'aat but still, they continue doing what they do. I did those things too. Even now, I still do what I shouldn't do (eg. wearing bright attractive colors pieces of cloths). Sometimes what we intend in choosing attires confuses us by how we cover. Explain? Erm. For example, I wear things according to syari'aat, long sleeves, scarf covering the chest, skirt as to the ankles level and hand and feet socks. However I wear them in bright orang and dark red. I might have the thought that it might be okay because I am covering the whole body already so i won't mind wearing the bright colors already. Also, some muslimaat like to dress intentionally to dress or cover up and satisfy themselves with beautiful cloth pieces and not to attract men without realizing the fact that those satisfactory they felt, have actually attracted people's attention in silence. So beware. Lengthy introductory huhh. 

Well. Let's start with 2009. 

2009.

I wore jeans and bright colored blouses, mostly pink ones or thigh-short muslimaat tees. 2-3 inches heels. Bawal scarves (a square, single thread thick hijab, normally folded into a triangle. Even the double layered single thread thick hijab can show my earings). I liked ear rings which hangs on my ears so they move around (not okay!). Eye liners. Mascara. Eye shadows. Glossy handbag. Dressy right? -_-

2010.

Pretty tight jeans and bright colored proper muslimaat tees.Still, 2-3 inches heels. Bawal and awned scarves but a little bigger.  Eye liners. Mascara. Until one day my house burnt down and I had all the cosmetic things burnt down together so I was not in my mood to buy any anymore. I shall say alhamdulillah for that. =) and whatever handbag suits. 

2011.

This is the year I entered foundation. Still those jeans but not so tight anymore, also slacks. Proper muslimaat tees or Baju Kurung since it was compulsory to wear them on Mondays and Fridays. Awned scarves. All unless for functions, I prefer Bawals, worn with inner scarves or shawls. Heels were still my choice but started wearing flats due to the geographic condition of the campus. Eye liners and mascara but not compulsory. whatever handbag suits but variety. Arms and feet socks. Thanks to my best friend for the advise. 

2012. 

Less jeans.Slacks untill I fell couple times and tore my knees and of course the slack. Skirts. Muslimaat tees and blouses and Baju Kurung since I started office job. Shawls of various colors or the Syrian scarves or IDK the lycra ones, but in larger sizes . Flats. No eyeliners nor mascara.  Arms and feet socks. Variety handbags. 

2013.

Less jeans.Slacks. Skirts of variety colors.  Muslimaat tees, blouses and Baju Kurung to lectures on Mondays and Fridays at particular sizes according to the outfit cut itself. Shawls or Syrians or Lycra scarves at size at least XL, no bawals.  Flats and heels again. Mascara but not compulsory. Arms and feet socks. Variety handbags. ^^. 

2014 ahead. 

Hopefully istiqomah and much better, especially about color choosing. =)

but Muslimaat knows best how difficult it is to maintain with what we wear and how we behave. Some men they think being particular about outfits are insignificant. If they ready themselves slowly, they consider it something very petty. Not important. Whilst those insignificant things, if they are not properly done, where would our Jannah go? Jannah won't wait. Na'uthubillah. So it is okay to change slowly. It is okay to get ready slowly. As long as we cover ourselves. and as long as we are not attracting the non-mahrams. as long as we do not dress too much, put on make ups too thick and accordingly t the syari'aat. ;)

Also, if you are thinking of buying something new and better, never deny the fact that you can always give away ur clothes, whatever it is to the need ones. ^^. And give also something you like and love to wear which is new and good and comfy. They deserve to wear what you have and we deserve something better insyaaAllah. We call it sadaqah. =D Allah will double tripple your kindness insyaaAllah. ;)

Allah ma'akum.

Google's app

Assalamualaikum and hi...

So I accidentally bumped into this app while helping my sister out installing apps on her phone. She has got it back since she finally ended her examination last week so she was excited. I was excited. Deah was also excited. Now we can gossip more. ^_^" alhamdulillah it's a blast. We're blessed ;)

Well the apps I found wasn't really a recent update.. It's just me who just got.updated ^_^" I really had myself thinking just inside a box and unfortunately a small one =( okay now I'm crapping already -_-

The aps I found was the Google Blogger, so I just got to know a real easy way to blog so I wanna blog more (as if)... Secondly, I found Google Play Book.. Amazingly the books are so my type so hopefully I'll read more when I have leisure. ^_^". Okay. Third. Google Keep. I like the fact that I can write notes, reminders and checklists in the same place at my standard of laziness... Forth. Google drive. I haven't figured out what that thing does but I think it's some kind of medium to share files, medias. Audios. Videos. Documents. All those stuff. Last. Google Finance and Google Calendar. Haven't explored those apps.

Well, since I'm trying out all those apps and wasting my time, I'll have to 'time for tele-bye2'... ^_^" hopefully benefits us. Myself especially. Haha. Super excited on such things. I feel bad for myself but worth a lot ;)

Allah ma'a kum ;)

~Greed ones~

Google Keep

IDK what Google Finance does. Maybe the updates about finance are displayed here. I guess.

Google Play Read. Read till you puke yeah. 

Google Current. I think it's the updates to the Google news. I wonder if Google News really does exist. LOL/

My Favorite! Google Blogger. 

Google Calendar. =( 

Google Drive. Upload more yeah. 

No Title =P

بسم الله الرحن الرحيم... 

السلام عليكم...

10 days without writing is like waiting for prince charming to wake you up from your forever sleep. =D" I mean it's like forever. =( Some  Muslims had their selves fast for the Arafah day on the Thulhijjah 9th.. =) while some don't for reasons i'm sure. =) I remember during the last acedemic session, a lecture Prof Rahni reminded the whole lecture to fast and I can't imagine how much reward he would have if even the half of the lecture did what he reminded us to do. InsyaaAllah may Allah bless him.Also, Raya Qurban just passed and everybody was thrilled by how much cholestrol have they been putting on. ^_^" and weight. 

I was thinking about some things to write about but then I forget everything I had on mind so I'll just turn this one into my recent update and some stories at kampung . =) Well, i've been doing very well, just some issues I can't back myself off it ^_^" 

Abah has been taking a lot of pain killers, gradually I mean, not in a sum, to drive home to our kampung and to eat whatever he likes. He said it is a pleasure to be home so why not he just do whatever he wants and eat whatever he wants while he can since I;ve been telling him not to eat so much of meat and the lemang and pulut, peanuts, things he shouldn't be eating -_- Ouh dear my father.. Pity him.. and now he is back to work =) 

Mama is being just okayexcept for the day she arrived to kampung, she complained that she had her chest in pain and suffocated so abah brought mama to the clinic. The sick abah. and  the dr. said it was just gastric. IDK mama has never suffered from gastritis. But she was fasting the whole day so maybe that is the reason. 

Deah is sitting for exam so she studies really hard. Never seen her so keen and hard working. =) Love her inspiring attitude because I hate to see her study but hate her 'inspiring' attitude because I became sleepy when I read. I'm allergic to books. =P She's doing good, insyaaAllah.

Whereas Myah is enjoying her post exam freedom. How sweet. She bakes, she reads, she plays, eveything she could do as long as she can spend her time and do whatever she can do back then before the exam. Unfortunately, abah is not subscribing to my cartoon channel anymore =( that annoys me cinca because Myah actually isn't affected about it )=  

Ermmm.. Now the biggest part of the story. My worms. =) No2. let's tell about nenek first. Nenek is doing fine except for her back pain but she copes really well about it. She actually rarely complains when it hurts and only seek for help when she really2 needs one. She is extremely independent. =) Maklong and paklong is getting busy, but relieved since abang ayie is graduating. Yay!. Alhamdulillah and he is going to rock art industry insyaaAllah! ;) Faizal is still doing his practicals and is finishing in some months ahead. =) Whereas my little worm Amir, I have to cover my aurah already to stay with him, I did not at first but everyone was saying, aen u have to cover already... He's a big boy bla7... But he's only 13??! =/ So,, with a very heavy heart (LOL), I had to do what my deen asks so there you go. Makdik just undergo surgery for the fibroid thing so she said she had 4-5 holes in her stomach so I was shocked. what??! haiyo. Uncle Jan is always busy with his work but amazingly he took care of makdik very well. Arif, a little bigger worm, ahmad, azri and aiman are growing worms also and they are incredibly awesome brothers. =) Like how? just like them =) makyan didnt come home. Makteh, she and her husband are both happy to have new cars. I drove both ald. ^^ always a bonus for me since I stayed with them during in Palam so, I was a little bit pampered much than the others... ^_^ Makuda is getting busy with her work and paksu and maksu are doing great with their bussiness... last but no least Qaseh n Ilham the smallest worms and are growing well, eating leaves and fruits... I shall say caterpillars  onwards, so soon to be beautiful and stunning butterflies insyaaAllah ;) 

and, IDK what to write anymore ^^. Allah ma'akum. ;) 

Please Your Parents

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahiim and Assalamualaikum~

It is a great pleasure to share what I learnt together with the siswi in a program held by the Helwi. The in charged officer to 'share' pleasant stories with us was Madam Rohayati... She is a very nice woman and I admire on how softly yet harsh the details were spoken. I purposely attach my note so I don't miss out what to share and my apology if I do.. ^_^ Also, My apology because I sketch and draft from the bottom part of the paper and from the right hand side. So I left a pretty big space in the middle. It becomes a habit I don't realize I'm doing. -_-

The main idea of the discussion was about how special women are. So she tells us about how we can be those beautiful ones to beautify Islam. =) Solah is always the key. We know ourselves it is not easy to keep ourselves kusyu' in our solah. So it is best to start very slowly but in moderate and istiqamah way ^^ And according to the phrase bellow, I'm pretty sure we can many of us can stand up to anything. Because we pray. 

Second is to be grateful of what we have and that is by appreciating the 99 asma al-husna... She recomended a 1000 times of repetition of one name per day... It's like zikir. So you will say all 99 names in approx. 3 months. Well, have I done it? hehe... Sometimes I get greed. Saying several names of His per day ^_^ Haiya.. -_-

Something very important she shared and was my concern is to pleasure our parents. Those words and advises had me burst into tears for reminding how 'bad' I am to mine. She said to Redha each and everything our parents do to ensure them the Paradise. It reminds me of my father when she said...

"Redha your parents even if they get angry to you. If they do, be pleased, keep smiling and head up because we want the Paradise for them. Be patient. Else if they are not happy with us, the Paradise are not theirs.So please our parents. " 

Like how I do, I simply get angry and keep the anger to myself and never would want to apologize even though I was the one wrong. Bad girl. So I headed home doing what she recommended. But not in tears la. I'm pretty stubborn. Something she shared with the siswi "A Solehah is better than 70 Soleh". That is something really pleasuring to hear right. But "A bad woman is worse than 1000 bad men" which is very irritating to hear and we want to avoid doing, right? Allahu akbar. May He ease our way to the Siraat Mustaqiim~

To conclude:

We should do our solah on time. Be grateful. Notice and appreciate all asma ul-husna, the beautiful Names of the Almighty God. BE NICE TO OUR PARENTS.

Allah ma'akum...

Amazingly Special 20th Birthday ii

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahiim~
Assalamualaikum...

IDK why should I write about this again.It's like telling the world yesterday was my birthday and I was happy on my birthday. Ouh. I know. I want to cherish what happened yesterday on my blog. later when I'm much older I can laugh at myself for how foolish I sound and look, celebrating the 20th birthday... Of course, it has been two decades since I first knew the world, my mom, my dad and Penang. ^_^

Apparently, I went to class like it is a normal day. being scolded by Miss Oon, because nobody volunteered for the IOP which should actually be done by next week but since it is Raya and we are having holidays, she wanted it done by this week. So, nobody prepared but a chinese girl. =) Okay,then after class I had to video myself and my friend, Zauna who happens to be my groupmate for our assignment. So we did.After sending my friends to the school, Dayah and I went to Bayan Lepas to get my half-year-debted dress from Tabung Haji. But it happened that the jubah didn't arrive so I had myself some refund. ^_^ yay! Malas nak marah abang tu, lagipun the mom was there. And luckily he said sorry.

Whatever. That night Eika invited me to her room so I agreed but I said I must rush since I am having a test the next day which is today, so we agreed. Se bought me a cahe with castle and a princess, baloons, those exploding things IDK what pple call them and roasted chicken... ^_^" So we ate and they started playing the cake icings which was something I used to like to play but not that night. -_- I got a bit angry but I hope she won't get offended. Hopefully. The best part is I get to know her better which happens to be some week point of her. best? merapu gelak kat org. No la not best. Erm, IDK la.. Ayu gave me an Apolo cake. So sweet of her. She was in rush but grabbed whatever it is on the table for a gift. ^_^

So I came home putting my retinas onto the screen reeding the lecture notes but I got dizzy so I slept and there you go Rara my roommate crying in the middle of the night. -_- Haiyo... I wanted to persuade her but I can't help myself, my body wont move. I had to rest. It was a long day. Haha. As if. It was.

So what I think is special for my birthday is for sure the remebrance and the du'as. I really get emotional when pple make du'as for me. I feel blessed. Like how the teacher of SMK BTJ made du'a for the facilitators who were having tests but had themselves facilitating the students there. Yeah whatever i know the sentence is upside down. Pening kepala meh. o.O So the du'as meant a lot. Also when my baby worms, my rainbows my sunshines sang for me, and wished and made du'a, those are the moments I woud like to keep deep down in my heart and not forget. ^_^" So enough about birthdays. Lets grow up and write like a lady. Haha. Sounds creepy. and weird. -_-

Allah ma'akum.

Wake Me Up

A lovely song I like ^_^" A lovely lady I like ^_^" A lovely listener,, that's me ^_^" 

Cover By Madilyn Bailey

Amazingly Special 20th Birthday

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahiim~ 

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakaatuh~

Kullu 'am wa ana bi khair. LOL. a wish to myself ^_^

Well. It is a very emotional day for me because I'm not having myself in a healthy condition on the last day of my teenage 'life'. =D So what I eat, what I do, where I go, whom I met are all the thoughts which cling around my mind. How can I say, I can't describe the feelings. It's indescribable. Shall I say happy birthday to myself... LOL all my life I have never wished myself my birthday. Because each and every year passed but I could never believed the age has increased a number. What a weird attitude. I should be grateful instead i know. 

To receive gifts or wishes, I just don't really mind. Turning twenty of course is a bless but unfortunately I cant face reality that I have to grow maturer than always which hardly will happen. and now omma has already been talking about my 21st birthday =( heart aching, seriously. haha. To imagine myself being serious and managing adult matters, ouh God. It is so not going to happen in the time being. So time, please be good. 

I feel odd myself. How can I say myself enjoying my "Amazingly Special 20th Birthday"... LOL.. IDK maybe I was just excited to write but then when it come's to the contents, I became unmotivated despite of how old I am now. If I was a watch, I may have rusted(unless if I'm a stainless steel... or will it just rust?? IDK whatever) If I was a book, I may appear lame and dull. If I was read thousands of times, I may torn up a little by the side. Okay. Crap. 

Also Eika suggested a prank party which I disagree totally. Huhu. Kesian Eika. Not my style of celebrating. Plus, it's a waste of time and energy and money. Well I sulked when she insisted to but sometimes I have to. Sorry dear friend. =) I dont really like harsh surprises. Later I'll catch you upp okay ^_^ And a watch and a jubah I had, I appreciate them much as much as more than my fingers. =P uncountable.

So hopefully I will become a better muslimah, with His wills, I would love to try out things I've been keeping myself to and Love more, hate less. There sure will be something else to update upon my birthday. Ouh yes Makteh has sent a cake all the way from SA to Penang. How tear bursting. LOL hyperbolic. She sent me a cake too last year. ILY mom teh. So nice of you. Actually the remembrance meant the most InsyaaAllah.. 

Allah ma'akum...