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Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
Dengan nama Allah yang Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang.
Assalamualaikum,,,

        This morning I was humiliated in my class. Yes,, it was my mistake , my fault but can we not correct people with respect and love? My fault was that I read everything incorrectly so it was logical that my teacher got angry to me, but how on earth can I fight my lackings? It is not easy to enter a college with a short term memory. I have to really adapt with the environment. And this thing is worsening. I am not sure about what is going on, (it is just a minor problem) and I do not want to care.

        I love that teacher very much, I do not wish to hold grudge towards my teacher, but seriously I had a bad day today just because of the humiliating day starting in class.. why can my teacher not realise that scolding one in public (in my case in the class) , may affect the student's day?? I don't know, maybe because not everything is thoughtable. 

       I personally like the teacher,in what ever state he/she is, however he/she looks, what ever he/she says, but I have to keep strong Ya Rabb because I have an exam to sit and I need the teacher's blessings... Redha seorang guru, walau sejahat mana pun beliau, berkat dan restu beliau sangat berharga. I do really need faith and support Yang Rabb!! I'm hoping that I will get soon happiness to cover the sorrows... 

        And however, Alhamdulillah I did well in my English group discussion today, which means I managed to control my anger and emotions during the group discussion,,

Shoe of the day :
Took from Facebook in some Page..
It is just a shoe I like =) 

What I wish to shout to Malaysians !

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
Dengan Nama Allah yang Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang..
Assalamualaikum...


I want to shout this to Malaysians.. (actually a lot more but these are the ones in my head during writing this entry post)

That we already have a peace country and it is not a need to fight over politics!

That muslims in Malaysia is enjoying so much and we need to always remember that we are Allah's and whatever it is, we are nobody but slaves who have to obey Allah and nothing else.

That I hate my studies being picked and I want a free self-plucking-like studying system beacuase I am not genius like others.

That we are compliment to each other and we should live in our country in peace.

That we should have a well planned economy and buildings are not supposed to be built when somebody has money to buy lands, but to be built accordingly to our construction plans and is best is to be by blocks .

That Malaysian Muslims should realise that we are muslims and we should have barriers between non-mahrams , women should realise that we have men watching us and men having our sins burdened under their responsibilities.


That the relationships between one another in Malaysia are very important and to have bad thaoughts about one another is what kills our relationships.

That if we follow the rules , we are gonnna get everything rite!

That I want so much everything of the above to happen.. =)

Shoe of the day :
Took from Facebook in some Page..
It is just a shoe I like =) 

Hantaran and Mahar

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
Dengan Nama Allah yang Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang...
Assalamualaikum...

As a 19, I do have the intention to become a woman to be loved. Sooner or later I will become a woman who deserves the love from a man whether I do know him or vice versa . Well, my entry this time is to focus on what I want when I have myself becoming a wife. Obviously that is going to take a lot of years further to happen, but I like to plan earlier. So, let us plan.. Haha.

A dream I wanted so much is to visit Baitullah eventhough I have just visited the place about 5 months a go. I tell you, even 5 days will make you miss Mecca so much. I have been there when I was 18 and I wish like infinity times to be there again with my family and my loved ones.

Since I want this so much, so I am planning to 'reward' myself a visit to Baitullah , either as my mahar or as my hantaran. can that be? well, I'm just saying what I wanted. Either Allah wills it or not i'll just take it and besides i have done everything it could take to make my dream come true. So don't get harmed because I'm harmless. haha.. Ok, to finalise this, i'll take Umrah / Hajj and the other expenditures i'll have them all minimized . 

Am I too demanding?  I think for being demand for Allah's path and being demand for my self satisfactory are different things. Therefore, what if I urge the other girls to think of the same thing as I do? haha. I'm just kidding. Whatever it is, we are just doing our part of planning, Allah wills them if he does... =)

Wallahu'alam~

Shoe of the day :
Took from Facebook in some Page..
It is just a shoe I like =) 

A little cousine of mine =)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
Dengan Nama Allah yang Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang..
Assalamualaikum..

I have this one little brother, actually I dont. He is my cousin, who I take care very much. I share my stories, and he share his, since we were in highschool. Now that we are both college students. Alhamdulillah, we both found what to do for our livings. During school time, we texted a lot, share this and that. But now that things change. I don't really understand. Tak pe lah dik, maybe because we both have different lifes to live. So live your life, dik. Moga Allah beri kekuatan untuk aku dan dia jalani hidup masing-masing without really texting like old times, I mean share problems and happiness like old times. Adik, If u accidentally found my blog and read this, don't bother what I said. Don't text me because u have to. I know u are busy,, =)May Allah bless u and ur living. 

Shoe of the day :
Took from Facebook in some Page..
It is just a shoe I like =)

Hey World! I love kids ~

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
Dengan Nama Allah Yang Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang..
السلام عليكم ورحمة الله و بركاتة

Today I am so called to write about how I feel recently. I'v been going to the mosque during my leisure. Here at my place all مسلم و مسلمة from all around the world comes to the mosque. They do bring their little children. And since the prayer hall is big and nobody really comes, and only one Sof is requred, so the kids have all the power to play around the prayer hall and scream and all. What is unique about them is that u can see a lot of things in a time, about what they do, how they play, when they cry, when their mom get pissed, and how they tease with their moms and sisters. They are very cute. Seeing the Arabians, weaing those beautiful Arbaya and black shawls, I want to wear like them someday. The childrean, u'll get melted seeing their curly hair, brownish, blueish iris, fair skin. I felt like, I want an Arabic husband and have beautiful children. Ok, I was talking crap. But, why not, right.But seriously, who on earth wants no beautiful, bright, perfect, attitutive children? I want mine beautiful, talkative, smart, goodlooking, and Soleh.Therefore, I would love to have a fair, good looking, smart man to be my husband. And, what i know too, is that Allah has written my jodoh في Luh Mahfuz. And i'll just take whoever he is as long he takes care of me like crazy! =) I mean he appreciates me very much, and never leave me with 'heart ache'. Well, I am superb fragile, so i just hope whoever he is, take care of me.ok, now i have went too far.

The very one point i am saying is that I am totally in love with children now. Hmm~
 Maybe because my mom taught me since I was small, to love everybody. And I am implying what she taught. Mama, I'm loving children right now. But I do love old ones too. Not old la, I mean, Mom taught me to love everyone, so I do love everyone.

Shoe of the day :
Took from Facebook in some Page..
It is just a shoe I like =)

Janji Manis

Menjadi seorang remaja, ketakutan yang paling dirasai adalah untuk melangkah kepada hari esok kerana hari esok tidak boleh kita jangka. Misalnya pertemuan, perpisahan, maut, dan musibah. Segala Nya dalam kekuasaanNya. Hanya Allah Maha Mengetahui.

Hari ini, apa yang saya perhatikan, terlalu banyak harapan manis tentang kehidupan berpasangan, dengan erti kata lain, yang halal buat umat Islam iaitu perkahwinan. Saya langsung tidak menentang perkahwinan, saya malah berhasrat suatu hari untuk mendirikan rumah tangga. Namun begitu, terlalu banyak post2 di Facebook yang pada saya agak keterlaluan dan menjanjikan kebahagiaan perkahwinan membuatkan pemuda-pemudi kini merasa selesa dengan cara hidup mereka yang seolah-olah telah berkahwin. Kehidupan yang dijanjikan memang benar dan kita harungi tetapi dibudayakan oleh pasangan yang belum halal ikatannya. Wallahu'alam.

Dan saya sebagai remaja yang melihat telatah manusia-manusia yang terlalu asyik untuk berpasangan ini , terasa terlalu takut sekiranya janji yang diuar-uarkan ini sebenarnya tidaklah semanis yang sering diperkatakan. Tindakan manusia-manusia yang meng'pos' entry2 manis ini, niatnya mungkin bagus, tetapi memandangkan kita berurusan dengan manusia berbagai-bagai peringkat umurnya, maka kita sepatutnya menapis apa yang ingin kita kongsikan. Seharusnya, enrty2 di Facebook , sekiranya berkaitan jodoh dan pertemuan, dikaitkan dengan motivasi untuk menghadapi hari-hari akan datang. Walaubagaimanapun, saya tidak mahu sesiapa tersalah anggap tentang tanggapan saya terhadap perhubungan halal lelaki dan wanita ini. Tetapi, pada pandangan saya yang Insyaallah menjaga pandangan daripada kaum Adam ini, hebahan ini kurang memberi rasa senang kepada saya.

Suatu ketakutan saya, ialah jiwa disakiti. Pada pandangan saya, semua wanita sama. Takut jiwa mereka disakiti, apatah lagi dirinya. Jika sakit diri mereka, maka sakitlah jiwa mereka. Benarlah istilah yang digunakan dalam bahasa Inggeris, fragile. Wanita memang fragile. Suatu yang berlaku dalam perhubungannya dengan suaminya sangat berharga. Jika seseorang melihat perhubungan sebagai sesuatu yang berharga, maka dia akan berusaha untuk menghargainya. Jika seseorang itu menundukkan pandangannya daripada melihat kaum yang bukan sejenis dengannya, maka insyaallah syurgalah baginya. Kesabaran menanti pertemuan yang Allah aturkan, insyaallah akan membuahkan hasil! Apa yang saya katakan ini bukanlah harapan manis yang tidak terjamin jika ia akan ditunaikan ataupun sebaliknya, tetapi adalah suatu kebenaran dan kenyataan. Insyaallah, hubungan yang kita bina dengan jalan yang Allah aturkan, mengikut syaraknya, akan membawa sampai Jannatullah yang manis dan indah! Wallahu'alam~

Shoe of the day :
Took from Facebook in some Page..
It is just a shoe I like =)