My way of living

Assalamualaikum..

How I see my way of living an dother people's way of living is for sure as different as a ball and a box. =) Yeah, sometimes circumstances occur and we hope it never have occured but somehow we have to face reallity. =) How must I face reality? That is to put faith in Allah SWT because I know He knows best for me much than how my parents kows best for me. =) But still, on earth moms and dads offers the best. Everybody's way of living will never be the same even though some they happen to have some things in common like when you both have divorced parents or you both have beauiful and kind mom, something like that. And mine is fixed. Ever since  I was small. Ever since I was in primary, or secondary and now I'm in college. In terms of what? I guess it is better understood monitored. Monitored how? LOL you'll never understand even if I write it in 1000 pages sheet. Allah knows most how I feel. At some point I feel thankful but at some point I feel angry. He knows. And all along the way to anywhere I go, the ayat "Innallaha ma'a assaabiriin" will always haunt me. I mean, like before when I feel bored I'll just sing some song but now those songs are the ayat from the Holy Quran. See? He wants me to remember He is with me. and those ayat are spontaneously 'sang'.. =) Alhamdulillah I am thankful somehow.