I Want to be Forgiving, not Forgetting!

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم ...

السلام عليكم ورحمة الله وبركاته...

Today is pretty much an emotional day for me. The reason? I have so many reason. I came across so many Facebook status and image shares about 'forgiving' somebody else. Alhamdulillah, since I was very small mom taught me to forgive people. =) and Alhamdulillah, being such an obedient little child, I made myself so used to forgive people. But now that I think I got mom's point really wrong. Mom says to forgive, but I forget instead of forgive. Now that when I forget, I never remember the consequences of the act and indirectly i'll just repeat the mistake. 

Ya Allah! I do realize how we react depends on the background we live. I'm pretty not sure what that means. But seriously, I need a little respect on me. To forgive frequently, yes, for sure i do consider for the reason I get mad and such but, no, pple never consider for what I feel when they totally repeat the same attitude as if nothing happened. I might be forgiving, but I have heart, I have soul, I have feelings. Breaking one's heart is indeed satisfying, you get yourself right and the others wrong, but your act might annoy people to death and make pple hate you even more. I honestly have to say this. I need your respect very much. I am totally dissapointed. =') Allah knows best.

I do not really have even a point writing this post. I just want myself really calm and this is how I do it. =) But somehow, dalam pada kesedihan yg melanda, I have got a beautiful-hearted friend till Jannah insyaaAllah. Alhamdulillah =) I am being understood. =) gomawo chingu ya...

Sedih2 gak, nah! a good one! a simple yet elegant one. =) Facebook source