The New but Just Me

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم ...

السلام عليكم ورحمة الله وبركاته ...

Alhamdulillah. This is the second semester I am going through for my very first year of undergraduating. Achieving graduation is really something not easy. To adapt to the religion, study, social, and surroundings, it takes me a few moments and I am really callanging myself to do it. For instance, I am challanging myself taking Arabic language which I knew nothing about it except for a few du'as which I do really not know what  the meaning is. Mom told me it is not a little thing I am doing. Alhamdulillah I realize that. Since I am not a quick learner and my memory is a little bit bad *i think very bad that I think I am having some tumor in each and every neoro transmitters no matter what it is, na'uthubillah*, I think understanding is the best way since I cannot remember. Alhamdulillah, I have been reading the translations of Quran, somehow I am not systematic in doing it and still I cannot remember them because of my poor memory so I think if I understand, in case I heard or recite any of Quran versions, I can totally understand. So far I learnt اهلا , اليوما يوم الإثنين , فرصة سعيدة , عيد ملاد سعيد , stuffs like that, I do really hope I can learn a lot. 

Being in college, I hold the stand to learn new things I cannot achieve. I do not prioratize What I achieve because I do not have good memory but I measure the effort I take to learn what I am taking.  Mashaa Allah. Just now I watched Dr. Zakir Naik. I do respect him very much for going into Quran, Veda, Bible, you name it. Insyaa Allah he can name you the verse, the sentence of each sentece you recite. His explainations to all answers are all relevant and are given evidence from the Quran, Bible, Veda or others. Alhamdulillah, Allah has make us have him in the world to preach us, share with us the knowledge he knows. 

Subhanallah. And one thing he said is for us Muslims to not be afraid for who we are. Caps, beards, Jubahs, Niqabs. There is no need to be afraid especially when we are abroad. Be proud to be a Muslim. 

So, what I really get by what he said just now is I do not have to think about what others say about how I look and what I wear whether be it is old fashioned or not exposing, whatever it is, what I really have to know is I do cover all my body except for my face and my palms. I am not sure about the Purdahs, I do not wear them, not encouraged to, I want to, but Insyaa Allah. I will put my effort on the basics first. Some people they have the eagerness, the 'i want to change' factor but needs support. That is why Muslims are very helpful to each other so that they feel they are supported by each other, Insyaallah. Now that at college I do attend the Mosque to perform Jama'ah prayers every time I am free, especially for Maghrib and Isya. I have never done Subuh but I hope to do it one day. *I sleep very well at night* Something that attracts me is to see the Arab children going to school nearby the mosque. Alhamdulillah, there is a community of Arabians and they are very supportive to each other.  What I like about Arabians are their eyes and skins. And eventhough they speak a little bit harshly, If we show some manners and if we speak nicely, put a smile on our face, they will definitely be very friendly with us. I just hope I can speak Arabic but they just talk too fast and I cannot cope. 

What else ye. Ouh. This is just me. I am adapting myself to this love-zone era so that I do not get involved with the cheezy melty thing. I just do not want to get hurt and I do not think loving my non-mahram is really a good thing I should practice. I don't think so. Moga-moga Allah kuatkan hati aku semasa sedang belajar. having friends is off course tapi secial ones I don't think so. TakNakYah (WafiStyle), Shiro(Korean), I don't want to(English), لا أريد (Arabic), they all bring the same meaning. 

I am not good at preaching. Since memory=not good, Quranic versions not so strong and my speech is so not convincing, so I guess I must make my heart hates bad deeds, and does none of them Insyaa Allah. 

و الله علم ... 

Shoe of the day : 

Took from Facebook in some Page.. It is just a shoe I like =)