احب امي و ابي و اختان صغيرتاني !

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم .. 

Dengan Nama Allah Yang Maha Pengasih Lagi Maha Penyayang...
السلام عليكم و رحمة الله و بركاته... 

نعم , احب امي و ابي و اختي صغيرتان... هل انت؟ 

Ya, Saya menyayangi Ibu, bapa, dan 2 org adik saya? Bagaimana dengan anda?

       Basically I am taking Arabic Language at fundamental level, hopefully I can at least understand Arabic Language. Arabic Language is actually a language which is particular with the مؤنث (women) and مذكر (men) stuffs.. It is pretty much easy to learn though,, but of course with a lot of patience and passion... =)

       Well, about the Topic. I do really miss my weekend with my mum, my dad and my sisters. Eventhough I do have test tomorrow and on Tuesday, I just cannot really focus revising. =) My sisters will be 'proud' if they read my entry.  

       I had a family which celebrates weekends along the beach, eats everything we can and just drive the car as long as we are together untill one day, Allah took away the health نعمة from abah and mama. It is not that we are having fight, but practically my dad is suffering from lumbar degeneration, so he is feeling a lot of pain. I am pretty much emotioned seeing him in pain, but I can do nothing. =') my father, Appa gom usually acts normal as if he feels no pain. This is a lot of pain to me. The day my mom, Omma gom was attacked by minor stroke, I thought It was the ending. I started imagining my days with out my mom and dad. Those stuffs drove me crazy. My sisters, I didn't really put attention on them those days. 

       Now that الحمد الله omma gom is getting better after like 2 months of recovery.  The moment I got my offer to the university, everything seems useless. I wanted so much to become a student of the university nearby my house, but I knew the course were not into me. I mean I am not into the course. So, I took the offer to the university located like 40 minutes away from home. At least, I am near and I can visit my parents and sisters at weekends. Of course at my age of 19, mom and dad is not where other teenagers depend on, but as for me, relying on them is very important. 

      So far everything is going well. It is just that my father's injury is getting a bit worse since he took an injection wich needs whole life taking. Since he is getting a bit busy, he coudln't find the time to take the shot and so he feels a lot of pain. Just imagine how painful it is when it involves bones. Basically, appa gom's back and arms are affected since it involves the spine. Operation will help,, but the percentage of succeed is little than failure. So appa gom decided not to undergo surgery because my sister was about to take her exam, I was about to enter university and my another sister is taking a big exam next year. Appa gom is so self-sacrifying. I can proudly say that no father can replace him. This is why I love him so much. 

     Omma  too. I know that I am a sleepy, bumpy head. I am a very lazy girl. So usually, when I come home, omma gom will be the one preparing breakfast and lunch and dinner. She will do them all without our help hoping we will revise and study. What is amazing is that she never says anything about that , So I hope my hardworking mood will appear whenever I come home. And omma never runs away when either me, my sisters or my father gets sick. She will take wet towel as soon as possible to make sure our body temperature lowers. How lovely my mom is. 

       I just hope that I will become a lovely mom like omma gom and my husband-to-be will bbecome an inspireable dad like appa gom.إن شا الله  ~

Shoe of the day :
Took from Facebook in some Page..
It is just a shoe I like =)