What I used to want to be ...

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahiim wa Assalamualaikumwarahmatullahi wabarakaatuhu~ 

Since we were small pple kept on asking what we would like to be, what is your ambition, would you like to be this or that, such question which made us 'rambang mata' enough to pick what job does exactly suits you. When I was a little girl, I mean during primary school, my name was still my name -.-" *what??* my teachers used to record my achievements into a piece of card, and there was a question giving me 4 spaces of what my ambition would have been. =) Ahaaa! I totally wrote a teacher, a police, a lecturer and sometimes I write a lawyer... LOL.. why would I want to be a teacher or a lecturer?? maybe because all the entire family of my mom are teachers, so do her~ ouh dear... I was so easy to get influenced. Police? because there was a series drama entitled Gerak Khas and I watched it each and every week. -.-" *what a great reasoning* and a lawyer?? LOL... I've got no idea~ o.O 

Then in secondary school, there was no more of recording my ambition. But there were family members and teachers kept on asking what would I want to be. LOL. So the typical answer was to be a doctor... Ok... it's true and proved that I cannot hold my stand still, my maths teacher, mr. Hadi told me that when he saw my signiture. Now, why would I be a doctor? I think because everybody thinks being a doctor is cool... Every parents thinks furthering your studies in medical field is something to be proud of. So then, I furthered my higher secondary level in science stream. I studied the three friends, Biology, Chemistry and Physics. I wouldnt blame myself for getting a B for each and every subjects. -.-" why? haha~ secret...

Then when I finished secondary, there were so many forms to be filled so I had myself so encouraged doing dentistry. I want to be a dentist! ;) LOL. I totally didnt know my SPM result before filling the forms... -.-" But then, when I get my result, I totally changed my mind. I chose science field as my first choice and engineering as the second. I guess since I didnt do great in science, I was offered into engineering at UiTM. I was so happy I got it there. why? because I had my aunt there as a lecturer... -.-" Then, I switched my "what I want to be to an engineer"... wait up... what engineer? IDK. seriously I had no idea what engineer specifically would I be.  I thought something related to biochem. LOL. I was really suiciding.

Once I completed engineering, I thought doing mathematics is super cool~ still, IDK why.. Some pple asks me what would u be if you proceed with maths? a teacher? At first I went.. what?? a teacher?? Until I had some really major thing happened which is appropriate to be fit in my history book, to rethink and to reconsider,, YES... being teacher is the best... for me and my family =) a big smile for yea~ Hope I will not change my "what I want to be" anymore~ Im tired of changing them~ n they're sick of being changed.. LOL 

Relating the pict to the topic, I would like to make this pair of open toe heels my bridal heels... =) yeppue, aren't they~ ;)