Bismillahi awalu wa akhir...
Assalamu'alaikum..
I'm out of ideas lately and that is why I seldom write anymore. It's not like I had no idea what to write about. I have plenty of them. But when it came to writing, I normally go halfway and that's it. Off to the draft and eventually I'll just delete them.. And now I'm tired of deleting what I write because it seems like a waste of energy and time. Writing should be my hobby.
Maybe because the depression I've been facing. It's a massive load of burden. So now I keep on thinking even ridiculous things. Not in a disturbable state. I'll roar. =( Not because of the final. It is the assessments which I can't bare with. To think of them is a nightmare. Well to think again, I have three weeks of study and 6 assessments to be submitted. EC, Matlab and Statistics. and I have to finish 2 each week. which shouldn't be a problem but to be starred at maximumm! Abah and mama said don't curse! I know. I nearly did. They said it when I was about to do that. "See her often"... IDK,, i just don't know...
Alhamdulillah EC is not much burden. Dr Lutfi is doing well in his first years of teaching. He pretty much gave some ideas on approaching students. Maybe because he has just graduated from his phD studies and he was a student just like us, and the memories are still, fresh in mind so he understands it when we become sleepy, tired, not focused in class. Even his slang makes me feel like watching movies. ^_^ Yeah. Now this becomes a complimenting session for Dr Lutfi. -_- that's enough about him.
I'll just make it short up to this point. Allah ma'akum.
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