Bismillah.
Assalaamu'alaikum wa rahmatullahi wabarakatuhu..
I'm happy I have the strength to write. Even writing isn't a routine, I have write to get my head straight. ^_^" #silly. It is hard when we get disappointed by people around us. Yes. We can smile when we meet our friends and family, but just then, when we are again alone, the smile just fades like how the shore washes away the sand. =) Okay what a terrible comparison. Well, yes. I had the thought to just stop writing. Keep myself still and do nothing. But to think again, no I shoudn't do so.
When I really feel disappointed, I get very disappointed like the disappointment is my world. My sleep. My book. My Love. My house. My prayers. My life. Astaghfirullah. So it is crucial that I Istighfar as much as I can, keep my head up and move on. Of course it is hard. But till when shall I mourn on something not worth right? To do a lot of prayers, I am trying hard to do that. And to keep smiling, insyaaAllah I can do that.Plus, I have a lot more friends which can shine my world up. =)
Disappointment. Yes. I know. How could you. Some friends are just meant to be friends and that's it. When you move on, if they hurt you, leave them behind. If they want to, they can follow but not with the same trust my dear friend. You totally abandoned me, so if you can absolutely abandon me, I can abandon you too. I am very strong girl, I can live without you. A friend won't kill my soul. So, so long~ =/ What ever it is, I pray the best for you.
Allah ma'akum.
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